March 31, 2005 Woke up early in the morning to eat lunch. Hah. Then I gave up on searching for VS styling mousse. I bought L'oreal's. It stated $10.90 on the shelf but I only paid $10.40. Maybe the machine's got a problem. Heh. Expensive yea I know. But it's just about the 2nd smell I can stand and not get a headache from.
After spending about 1hr 30min to download the fairyland game setup, I can't play it. Why? Whenever I open the setup to download the game, the comp starts to jam. Bread and jam, bread and jam. =D Lousy. Nevermind. It's beta ends somewhere in April. Won't be another stupid hardcore player. =D
This is siao. xD Lin got into Early Childhood through DAE and I went through JAE but didn't get in. Now it's not that I want the course so badly. But HAHAHA. I'm so frigging jealous. She gets more choices than me! Boo.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[2:03 PM]]
Hah. I took about 12hours to complete a 1000piece jigsaw. They don't have that cute cute one. Make do with the all-in-one Disney thingy. Took 2hours to flip it and tape it together. So many pieces broke off LOL. Now it's framed on my room wall. Whee. I don't think it deserved my frame though. I want another puzzle. =x~
This one's seriously low grade. Lalalas. I wouldn't want to work in a puzzle shop. =x What if the boss makes you do puzzles when no customers are around? =x~ Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:07 AM]]
Hah. I took about 12hours to complete a 1000piece jigsaw. They don't have that cute cute one. Make do with the all-in-one Disney thingy. Took 2hours to flip it and tape it together. So many pieces broke off LOL. Now it's framed on my room wall. Whee. I don't think it deserved my frame though. I want another puzzle. =x~
This one's seriously low grade. Lalalas. I wouldn't want to work in a puzzle shop. =x What if the boss makes you do puzzles when no customers are around? =x~ Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:07 AM]]
Hah. I took about 12hours to complete a 1000piece jigsaw. They don't have that cute cute one. Make do with the all-in-one Disney thingy. Took 2hours to flip it and tape it together. So many pieces broke off LOL. Now it's framed on my room wall. Whee. I don't think it deserved my frame though. I want another puzzle. =x~
This one's seriously low grade. Lalalas. I wouldn't want to work in a puzzle shop. =x What if the boss makes you do puzzles when no customers are around? =x~ Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:07 AM]]
I became a victim of the evil rubberband which snapped and slashed my finger. Boo. Okay. Overexaggeration. But it hurts. It doesn't take much to make me a happy kid. But it's just as easy to make me unhappy. =)
I'll show you my lovely artpieces. My first movable creation. =D
I found this so cool. I did it. =D
This is my darling Rocky. Okay. The background's my creation. The rock, or rather it's shape and speech bubble was taken off a website. Sorry, I can't remember which.
This one was done by Lin dearest. Muakx. Wo ai ni. =D
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:07 AM]]
March 30, 2005 *Updated below. =/
Slept close to 4am. Was watching this show that could drive you nuts after watching it. SHIIIIIIIII SHANG JI YOU MAA MAAA HAOOOOOOO, YOU MA DI HAIIIII ZHIIIII DUNO WAD BLABLABLA. =x Hrms. So it's that Chinese song that keeps repeating throughout the show. My sis claims that the person only had enough money to buy copyright for this song. =x Heh. I downloaded the 30days Adobe CS trial. Nice! And with the help of the tutorial from some forum, I managed to create my first ever moving GIF image. =D No one seems to be online. =/ Off for now.
* There are a lot of "if only"(s) running through my mind. Full of regrets now. But I somehow think I did my best - almost. Maybe this is the path God wants me to go. =/ Nyp sent me the letters and stuff. I still don't want to go. Bahh. The only reason I opened up the letter is to find the deadline for handing the form up. I can't find any so I shan't bother much. I don't want to pay for something I don't really like. How am I to tell them that? I really don't think I should go at all. It'll just spoil my mood and affect me.
Waking up seems so much like a chore. I think dreams are much more pleasant. I'm being tied down by the stress and it hurts so, so much. I just don't know what to do. Going out is just a form of escapism to temporarily remove the load off my shoulders. But the moment I step into my home, it comes back again.
I've got no mood to go to Malaysia or whatever unless it's some English country. This time I won't go. Especially if you're planning to travel for hours just for a night's stay in Genting? You must be crazy. I'd rather stay home and save money. =)
I'm thinking of Accounting since they tell me the pay's high. But I still want to work in a hospital. =/ Thinking of this makes me sick. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:17 AM]]
March 29, 2005 You know, if you're bored, you can't ask me to entertain or help you. I can't do nuts to entertain you guys.
Watched Full Metal Panic. Some kind of Japanese Anime.
Wah damn. Just because my Chinese isn't good doesn't mean I'm deprived the right to watch chinese shows right? Not like I totally don't know Chinese. Hello? There's subtitles. Duh. I hate people being sarcastic. Plus Chinese shows doesn't mean only Chinese can watch it. Duh. Don't tell me the Japanese people will come and kill me or something. Planning to learn Japanese. =) Hah. Felt so insulted. You can't blame me for disliking Chinese. I'll learn my lesson soon. China is going to be country of the future or something like that.
My MP3's stuck in Jia Ying's house. That poor chap can't go out of the house. =x Ah forget it. I rather leave it there since everytime When I bring it out I leave it with people. -.-
Them speaking about Nursing dampens my mood. I want to tell them but that'll result in more unreasonable questions "for my good". Bah.
I've got nothing more to blog. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[8:42 PM]]
March 28, 2005 *Updated below. ='(~
My eye's turned red and I know the exact reason. My fringe's growing longer. Hail hair products. =D Boo to rain and drizzle. =/ I want to play with my hair but I don't want to waste the stuff if I'm not going out. Off for now. =)
* Where do I go? I just completed some Personality Quiz by Alphonse. This is one part of the result. Provider Careers "Providers are often drawn to jobs in education, health care or religion" Heh. I don't know what I'm up for. I don't know what I'd do if I don't get in Biomed. Science. Maths. =( All these is killing me. I'm so lost. Shall go bath and come back till my hair dries. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:30 PM]]
March 27, 2005 Heh. I had the best night ever. I mean at like 1am+ and in my dreams too - one of them. I had like 2 to 3dreams in total. Heh. One was someone[[I can't remember]] and me. Someone needed help so we had to run away to help. I don't know why those people kept us in there. Kept running out the gates and getting caught again etc. Somehow the building seems to be Thomson Plaza. Then we finally ran out (and ran and ran) Finally saw the person already walking out of the place. They were still after us but they somehow disappeared soon after. Passed her the medication and stuff. She told us she was like running some Rainbow blabla event. =x Then she slipped from some __(3) hu(3) which I translated to "puddle of water". My chinese is bad. Don't blame me.
Then the other dream is so touching even though I can only remember a very short part of it. (Maybe it was that short.) It's about some sms I recieved. But it was so sweet and I'm touched. (Even if it ain't real) xD
Went up to my grandmother's house to invite her for lunch and I found so much difficulty talking to her in Cantonese I converted to Chinese after the first few words even though I don't think she'd understand. Sign language! =/ She already ate so I went down to eat. Told her we would come back later but I didn't would be late for my Book3 if I did. But my dad did visit her.
James, my sister's friend cooks nice cakes, plays nice piano pieces and does a lot of things. I want to re learn playing on the piano. =/
Went to Bugis after Book 3. Walked around the whole place trying to find VS styling mousse. FAILED. Watsons seems to have it but I guess it's out of stock. I don't even know the price of it. But after smelling the 3 other brands I saw, I still prefer VS's even if it's going to cost much much more. My sis estimates the price to be $9. So I'm like going to pay twice for half the amount. But I like it because it gives the just out of the saloon smell. (And at least I know it's safe to use.) Hah. This sounds like some guy topic. I hope it's unisex else I'd end up paiseh-ing myself buying it.
I bought that straightening brush thingy and some facial wash thingy because the aunty lady there was advertising it to me. Comes with two free stuff. But nevermind. I bought the one with microbeads. I want to try it out. Heh.
I'm becoming more and more like a vain pot but that's because I want to look better. =x And I'm splurging on hair products because I look horrible without them I want to look better. Sad case. It's so high maintainence. =/
I'm so confused I don't know where to go. Thirty minutes to my appeal day.
-Nursing's intake is high. I don't like comptetition. -You somehow get less respect being a nurse than a doctor even though you're there 24/7 while doctors only work a fixed timing. [[Of course I might hear "No, you get the same respect" but that's most probably only going to come out of the mouth of someone who is also a nurse or something.]] -I can't speak anything other than English and hear anything other than basic Chinese and Cantonese. I'd have problems conversing. Bad, bad. -If I study I'd prefer a sponsorship but that would mean me working for at least 3years after I graduate. How am I to further my studies.
It seems like I'd be unhappy inside now. What's the point? I don't like it that much anymore. I changed my mind. That's the difference.
CI is out. I'll reject them if they don't reject me. But I'll thank them either way.
Accounting don't sound too bad but only if they let me study at that building rather than at poly would I go. But it somehow seems like some course I just heard of gave thought about a week ago. I'm not sure if this is going to be a rash decision.
MUMMYYY.
Now my dad doesn't want to get involved in this either. Because he doesn't want to be blamed for getting me into a course I don't like when I'm halfway down the road.
Biomed. >< Yet another course I don't know much about - apart from the fact it's Science and whatever's given in the yellow booklet. But I still want to get in badly. =( Even though there's little chance I'd still appeal.
It's been hell. 15minutes to my little glimmer of hope. xD I took 54minutes to type till here. =x (Of course it includes the changing of screen and all from my family members. =x) Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:51 PM]]
March 26, 2005 *Updated below. =)
And I thought Good Friday was today. =/ Hi blog! I seriously need new slippers/sandals/whatever. Mine has almost no friction. Walk down a slope and I'd start sliding down at top speed. Wahaha. I might be going for heels. They seem more comfortable - at least Jia Ying's pair of heels does. Heh.
Thick black mascara and eyeliners seems entertaining enough for me to try. I'd end up looking like some clown. Hah.
That US Green Card Lottery thing sounds fun. I wanna try. Hahahaha. But of course, it's so hard to get a green card.
I still don't see what's so nice about Maple Story. Or rather, all games. -.- Speaking of which, I have successfully avoided all OZ related websites for like 8days? HAHA. But life seems so boring without it. It's so hot but I look like a witch if I tie my hair up - especially in public. Argh. Hot hot hot. Time for me to prepare to go out. =) Off for now.
* While waiting for Oink and Lin I went to Mango and Esprit. Their clothes are nice but so expensive I didn't bother trying them on. =/ They were ranging from $40 - $60. I think I want to buy that bag from Esprit. Big and nice. Heh. Somehow common though. Went to Peninsula Plaza to see shoes while Oink intended to find clothes there. No clothes so we walked to Bugis and did the usual there. Hah. Except I bought a new sandal/slipper. I don't know the difference. =x Went off at about 4+pm. Was at Toa Payoh when my mum called had to backtrack to Orchard to meet my sis. Went somewhere opposite Ikea to eat then to Ikea to "shop" - I always know the outcome for those lovely stuff I want to buy is "no". Wanted to buy the frog cover for my square bubble thingy. They didn't let. Hah. Nevermind. My sis always manages to get stuff there. =( Unfair heh.
This song is nice. But of course I prefer the faster version - not the one Ange likes. Her's too slow. =x
Michelle Tumes - Lovely You’re the sweet dreams that soothe me When I can’t fall asleep You’re the field in the middle of the city When I’m rushing by at the speed of light You’re the strong resolution when I find no peace You’re the church bells ringing in the evening When all is quiet You whisper comfort That lifts my heart I get so weak
Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A thousand times I look around me and I find Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A million ways could not explain You’re lovely
You’re the soft words that touch me When I just can’t speak You’re the breeze on the ocean in the morning Reminding me to greet the day You’re the flowers I remember seeing in Italy Colors through a golden harp Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant In the noon day sun, it makes me sing
Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A thousand times I look around me and I find Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A million ways could not explain You’re lovely
I understand there may be grief And there may be pain But I’m aware You blind the darkness With Who You are
Because...
Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A thousand times I look around me and I find Ooh You’re lovely, lovely You’re the center of my universe A million ways could not explain You’re lovely ---
I'm much happier. I got to speak to my dad after 2-3days of cold war at home. Heh. Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:38 AM]]
March 25, 2005 *Updated below. =)
Bahhh. No more poem frenzy. =( But nevermind. I'm in fruit heaven now. Mum stocked up the fridge with fruits. Besides, I ran out of chocolate. xD Dark choco. Mmm. Yums. Poor apple's bruised badly. Chomped up two apples and drank ½ an apple's worth of juice.
Oh yea. Avocado drink in Indonesia's cheap. Plus just as yummy. (Yummier actually)
They're going to watch eye 10 today. Lalas.
Buddyie is the only person in my entire MSN list to encourage me to go Nursing. Thanks a lot. =) But I still want Biomed. Lalalas.
Accounting doesn't sound too bad either. They'd help me to find jobs. I hope so. But I wonder if I'd be able to take dip in Biomed if I take Accounting. =/
But over all, I hope to be working in a hospital no matter what course I go. Don't ask me why. Hospitals are some attraction to me somehow.
Off for dinner. =)
* Ok fine it's 12.19am now. Don't blame me. I have the habit of blogging about my day afer midnight, claiming it's the day before. My sis's birthday is today. (As of 26th March) Coming back to... yesterday. Was washing my face just now and I saw how YELLOW my face looked. =( Bad, bad. I consumed a total of three and a half apples throughout the whole day. Somehow, it doesn't seem filling. I'm quite sure the fruits will be gone by the end of the week. =) And the culprit for dissapearing fruits will be me. I'm going out tomorrow(today) because I don't want to stay home and hear more nagging. Look at the mess on my table! It's not caused by me. -A phone book -A stocks market magazine -A hype mag -Loose papers and pen. Hello? Yes, so simple! Throw everything at my table. Then at the end of the day come blame me for the mess. So smart! Hah.
I havn't bought my sis's birthday present so I think cash will do. I'm not sure if there's any traditional belief not to give money for birthdays but I shan't bother. I wanted to get her the cat in food stuff but I was broke on that day. Besides, Bugis is so far away. Everytime I go there, there's no fail I'd step into the arcade to play the usuals. I don't feel like playing that in the meantime. Oh ya. I got my IC checked for the 2nd time there. Plus on the very same day, some girl stopped Jia Ying who was walking slightly behind Lin and me to ask for our (mine, rather) ages. Bahhh~ See! Stupid ah lian hairstyle makes me seem like those little brats who go to the arcade to play those dingdong games and stone there for guys to bio and ask for their numbers. HAHAHA. My perception. Now I'm stuck with this almost out of fashion hairstyle. Made Lin laugh by telling her what my sis told me about hairstylist and how they don't know the difference between trim and cut for long hair for all they want to do is just to whip up a totally different hairstyle for you just to show how creative and talented they are. They're really happy when people with long hair comes into the salon. Yea fine.
I'm preparing to go to the doctor's in a few days time when my fringe shall be poking my poor eyeballs. But that's expected. I wanted that fringe. Not their fault. =) I like short fringes but of course, not when it goes poking in my eye. I'd learn my lesson not to have short fringe and begin to keep them long. But it all becomes a cycle when I want them short again. Besides, I don't trust anyone to cut my hair. =x
Oh yea. Nursing for NP has only 130 for intake. I was laughing at the computer screen just now. Still, 700x2+[(700+130)x3]= 3890 Lets round it down to 3k. Still such a huge number. =( Besides, all the accounting and accounting & sth else courses in poly have a total of 647students - according to intake. That's still less than intake for nursing. =/
Plus those courses that require A levels, there's one with intake of only 12students. The rest's an average of 40plus studnets. Heh. So I can safely forget about those courses.
There's so many things I want to type about but for certain reasons I can't. Bah. Life ain't that cheery for me. Well of course I'd be another sadist if I'd say I'm smiling on the outside but crying on the inside. But that's somehow what I'm feeling now and I wish it'd go away.
Bah. I should be going. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[6:13 PM]]
March 24, 2005 Ya I'm back. I shall choose to be happy. =) Went to SAA in the morning with Jia Ying. Then to Bugis to meet Lin for bang² and all. We invented a titanic scene from Ying's Chendol or whatever. Entertaining. Then they started adding a whole container of cheese into their food at Pasta Mania.
Then the trio bought a pair of earrings. $4. Then I bought another one for myself. $4. It's the first time that I bought such earrings at such high cost but they're pretty. xD
I WALKED FROM BUGIS TO ORCHARD. Whee. First time ever. Hahaha! But it somehow seemed that we walked the long way from Cityhall to Dhoby Ghaut. =/ Practically unknowingly walking into shopping centres without asking each other where we want to go and only realising it when we were on the escalator up to 2nd floor.
Yes Ange. 8minutes 30seconds on my hp bill for talking to Lin. Thanks a lot. But it's okay. I'll just have to use less phonecalls. And now they're out tonning and I'd want to but I'd just forget trying because I know the answer's no.
I shant mention the unpleasant here. But I changed my msn nick. =)
[10:39:32 PM] Skye: w0w [10:39:33 PM] Skye: attitude sia [10:39:34 PM] Skye: =d [10:39:40 PM] Me: . [10:39:51 PM] Skye: evil [10:39:55 PM] Skye: but i like ;D
Haha. My neighbour gave me this link. Woots. Sort of entertaining. Go read.
I don't think I want to go Nursing anymore. I hear all those bahbah comments and I'm so easily influenced. Plus forget CI. They sound so against it - commenting on what 3years crap and distance and all. Diploma is better than A levels bla. Hello? I know my sis's school is near there too? Plus you can't waste 3years there. If you fail Year1 you can't continue with Year2. Doh. "Cannot cope blablabla." Bullshit! Then when I'm accusing you of choosing what you want me to do instead of I chosing my stuff, you come arguing back at me. I'm so sure if I don't voice out, you'd continue your crap and such. Now that you've heard me you're just toning down on the crap you're talking. I know you're still against it. Fine. I won't go. I certainly don't want to hear any crapping for the rest of my whole life. Ah whatever. No Biology. What shit? They don't take me in, fine. You're happy.
I'm going to appeal for Biomed. If I don't get in then I shall try Accounting. I'm sure you'll be so bloody happy even if you don't say it out. I know it because you spend much of my precious time telling me about accounting when you knew I don't have much interest in accounting.
Hello? BAHHHHHHHHHHH. I want to continue my Science. I want Maths too. RARRRRR. I think I'd be happy even if it's just furthering these two subjects without a degree or something. Bah. I love those two subjects. =( Hope I'd be able to cope and take 2dips at the same time. Well of course if there's money, there's no problem. But I don't have the moneyyyyyyyyy. Lol. No money no talk. =/
Bubbles sound so blub blub. And I sure look as fat like one. Brrr. Thinking of changing my blog add soon.
I have nothing much to write. Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:10 PM]]
March 23, 2005 This is so screwed. I went to apply for CI. My dad's making it seem as if it's some .. up school. Like your condamned if you go in. What's the matter with that? RArrrr. I so want to further my Science (and Maths if possible). Where else can I go. Sheesh.
Appeals for RP starts 28th March. I still don't care if it's just going to be a little sparkle of hope. I'd appeal either way.
He says he's not choosing for me. But what's with the long talk he just gave, ACCOUNTS. ACCA. Whatever. I've only like 2% interest in it since Jia Ying's interested it in. That makes me feel safe that at least someone I know trusts herself to get in there.
I know I'd be happy or rather the happiest if I hadn't found out so much about Nursing. Hello world. There's goin to be like 1200 intake for NYP. Then another I don't know how many more for NP. Lets say 200500 drop out throughout the whole course. 1000 + 800 (I'll assume) = 1800 700 + 500 = 1200 ( I just made it seem more realistic, supposedly.) They said there's a shortage. Lets say it was in 2003 that there was a shortage. I'll graduate in 3years time. 1800 * 5=9000 1200 * 5= 6000 They can't expect to have so many staff working in the hospitals? Then it's going to just increase and increase. Then I'd get more competition and all this. And for now, I don't want to leave this country to some ulu ulu or some high cost of living place. Not as if it's one nurse to one person.
Then I'm also worried about mixing with the wrong people if I ever go in. Hello? Look at the cut off point. Bahh. Now I'm totally not happy with going to this course. How am I to feel good about something I'm unhappy with?
I don't care about the distance. I want something I like. Looks like they're not giving me a choice even though he says he is.
Ah fine be that way. I can't tie my hair without forgetting that it's the messiest hairstyle in my entire life. That sucks too.
And right now, I just don't feel like blogging. So, BYE.
-nIx- @ [[5:02 PM]]
March 22, 2005 HI. Thank God I didn't check my results early in the morning. It would definately have spoilt my mood. I sort of relaxed for my trip at Batam.
So I only got into one and only one course. I should be happy I got into it at least. I can't believe that I did so badly I couldn't even go into more than one.
I would have been happier if I didn't see there were other courses around.
Now I want to appeal to CI Science. It's going to be hard I suppose. And I found out they don't have Bio. What? I prefer Bio over Physics. =( Biomed. =(~ Bye bye laptop. I don't care. I'm going to appeal.
I wish I had all the luck in the world and win another pair of air tickets and fly to where ever it states. Bahhh. Dragon year. =( I'm in a dilemma. `lost.
Speaking of which, I lost my smile with my hair. I don't want to smile anymore. I look horrible smiling with this hairstyle. Still, I don't care. I'll love it somehow. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:37 PM]]
March 21, 2005 FfffffffFffFFFffFFFFffFFFffF!!!!! What's wrong with you people. So desperate for testimonials in Friendster. I write only when I have the mood to. Blardee hell. I'm so cheesed with you I'll copy and past it here. DAAAMN.
[[I'm such a kind soul. I copied and pasted the whole...... chat log here and I removed it. =)]]
ASDFASDFASDFASDFASDFASDF. Pissed. I barely know you. I hardly talk to you. You're just my friend's friend. You're more of a stranger AND YOU ASK ME TO WRITE SOMETHING. Hello? More testimonials means more famous? MUMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYyyyy. I'm cursing and swearing mentally now.
I chopped off my hair. If they find out I'm not student then let it be. It'll just be shame or whatever. I look fat all over again. Bah. But I like my fringe. Put the haircut aside, I want to cry. For chopping off my hair. 2years. 2years! Expectations met. 1. I wanted a v-shape behind. 2. I didn't want it too steep else it'd become a tail. 3. Short fringe. 4. Drastic change. [[Indeed.]] Unsatisfied with 1. Weird? 2. I look like some ah lian.... - wannabe rather. [[Flame me whatever. I hate ah lians. Ps. and ah bengs too. =D]] 3. I didn't want something high maintenance.
Ah ok whatever. What's done is done. Bye bye hair. I'll shall get used to the new haircut. FATTTT. Happy messing around with hair products, nIx.
My head is so much lighter. I felt as if I cut off half a kilo of hair. Hah. What's nice is I no longer have to comb before tying. It'll be messy no matter what. HEH.
I'm going to somewhere in Indonesia tomorrow. I don't feel happy. I don't want to go. But what to do. I don't know. Am NOT looking forward to it a single bit. I want to stay homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:57 PM]]
March 20, 2005 I wanted to blog yesterday but I figured out it'd be safe not to blog when your dad's sitting right behind you. As usual, I'm going to change the time and date of this post. =D It's now 9.40am, 21st March 2005.
Went to Bugis for bangbang. Then to Cine to stone. =/ Went to that lan shop there. They had some game event of some sort. Xl won some tshirt. Ben won everything in one - hamper. HAA. Should I have known, I'd have signed up for that unknown game too. =x Jk, jk. It's just another of that killing game. =/ How else would you level up? ...
Okay. Snap, snap. Back to reality. It's now 9.50am 20th March 2005. =D Posting results are out tomorrow. =/ I'm like.. FINALLY going to cut my hair. TODAY. Then I might be going Queensway to join the rest.
Parents are pestering me to take up some course. Bahbah. My parents have given me the go ahead sign for learning Japanese. Tadahh. Although I want to learn Korean more. =/ Well, I guess both ways are fine. I'd be at an advantage if I'm supposed to pick a third language during poly year 2. =D But on the other hand, how many people can you actually speak that language with? Very few. How do you practice? I have no idea. =x Plus, I can't even cope with Chinese and Japanese is much, much more difficult? Bahh.
I officially declare that waking up 1hr30min before meeting time is impossible for nIx to include her bath and reach the destination on time. =x Case scenario. Eg. Meeting time 11am. 9.30am - Alarm clock rings. 9.35am - Wake up, roaming the house like a zombie. 9.40am - Starts preparing clothes and all. 10am - Starts bathing. 10.15am - Starts DRYING HAIR. Now this is always the part that causes the trouble. Long hair. Bahbah! 10.25am - Hair still drying. 10.30am - Hair almost finished drying, finding all my pretty assessories to accompany my dressing. 10.35 to 10.45am - Finally out of the house.. and late. =x
Actually, most of the time I assume I'm late but it always seems that I don't need 30min to reach my destination. Plus, most of the time, the transport seems to be going very well when I'm late. Then I end up on time, or earlier. Tadahh. But when it comes to me thinking I'd be on time, I'm always a minute or two behind schedule. Bahbah.
Nobody wants to help nIx figure out how to play Spirited Away on the piano. It's a pity. [[Those who don't know how to play the lovely piano, please don't diss me off by saying you want to help. =)]]
Guess what time is it now? It's now time for me to find pretty earrings and necklaces to match my clothing now before I run late. =D Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:59 PM]]
March 19, 2005 *Updated below. =)
Hah. And not surprisingly, I found myself going to another website related to it. Old habits die hard. xD I dreamt about my dear home today and it was so real I wouldn't know the difference if I was sleeping or awake. That explains why I woke up so late today. Heh.
I still havn't mastered my spirited away song. Booo. *Cries in bitterness. I want the piano scores but I can't find it online. I wonder why the crap in Primary School do they teach Do, Re, Mi instead of C, D and E and so on.
My dad just turned on the tv to Channel U. There's this guy competing with the little kid? Like, whoaaa. The kid is a pro. The guy flung his golf stick away. Bwahhaa. Lalala. xD
After my fast, I'm going to Ice Skate! Whole day! Bwahaha. xD Ange, Ange. How do I contact you? =/ Off for now. =)
* 2047h Muahaha. I think High On Life isn't going to do any differnece to drug abusers. Like hello? Which one of them would be watching this programme now? Would they even attend it? Doh. Plus! It's lip singing and more lip singing. Booo. Life seems much more boring nowadays but I'll live with it. =)
Parents want to go to Phuket or whatever but I don't. =D My nails are chipping off. So much for trying to keep long nails. My homepage's Yahoo. Oh terrible. I'm so full of detrimental thoughts. *Evil laugh. I guess I'm going to have an early night today. So I can wake up earlier than I usually do. Heh.
How am I to survive these few days when nobody blogs, comes online or talk to me. This is total boredom. And hello? This is their holiday and they're not even online. It's going to be much worse when the holidays end. Hello people? If you see this, please come back to civilisation AND TALK TO MEEEEEEEEEE. =x
And I've only been awake for much less than 10hours and I feel sleepy again. Whatt? Or is it just my eyes which feel dry. Staring at the computer screen whole day makes it all worse.
Jia Ying's FINALLY free next week for a haircut. =D I almost forgot all about it. Hah.
My mum's been asking me to take up courses at the CCs and all. BOO. Hello? It sounds so.. I don't know what to say. I rather go out and stone. =/ Ah whatever.
I'll go, I'll go. I figured I'd be better off entertaining myself. Heh. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[2:56 PM]]
March 18, 2005 Whee. Spidey rox. xD Who is Spidey? Our very own ex-GM of OZ. Bwahaha. He gave us like free $50 worth of credits in which we wasted on -the kiap kiap machine Spidey helped us to rearrange the toys but sadly, we didn't get any. -the stop the number at 1000 game We tried it at least 20-30times. All we got was some toy worth at the very most $7- $8. Bwahaha. And some bee shooting game. We got nothing. xD So after $50 worth of waste, all we got was that $7- $8 thingy. =x Then even after that, Spidey topped up $20 from his own pocket. xD So it's an extra of $40 free. Bwahaha. $90 free total. Spidey rox! ^^ Even though he doesn't remember our nicks. =x So apart from those games, we played bang bang, photo search and DDR. Fun~ =D Oh yea. Met two new people today. Jordan and Fox. Heh.
And life doesn't seem so bad now. My homepage's gone. The web expired. =D It's amazing how happy memories make me feel sad just because it all fades away. Well I guess my happiest moments is knowing my parents love me no matter what, followed by the memories that can no longer exist. Even if it makes a comeback, it's different. It'll never be the same, ever. I still don't know if I should continue playing that game if it ever comes back. I'll be risking my studies, my character, my family, my friends and my feelings. Bang. I keep telling myself to forget. But I just can't. I hope that this expiration of my homepage will start a new leap towards my happiness. Hahaha. I give up. I sound so dramatic. xD I'll try to steer clear from anything related to it for a month. I'll see how it goes. That'll leave me practically with blogs and all.
I wonder about the website to set as homepage. Hotmail, Yahoo, Msn, Google, etc would bore me. Bahh. Now what?
Off for now. =D~
-nIx- @ [[11:47 PM]]
March 17, 2005 Bwahaha. I'm watching news now. -.- Ok I'm not now. =x My mum asked me to turn the tv off.
Went to Sentosa in the morning, then pool and arcade in the afternoon. Dead tired. xD I assume Marina Square's going to be a great place after all it's renovations are done. Lots of shops, an arcade, a bowling alley, pool, a small area of lan. But no library. Heh. Boo.
Chase is too short. 30minutes! Add up advertisments and it only seems like 10-15minutes long. What? Don't think I'm going to follow the show wholeheartedly anyway.
Am going to watch Spirited Away. =D Off for now~
-nIx- @ [[9:32 PM]]
March 16, 2005 Whatt? I can't be forever clicking "allow changes" for that spy sweeper programme everytime I start the com. I mean there's a limit to everything right? I've been clicking for like more than 10times each time I turn on the computer and it's getting on my nerves. Boo. I'm not over exaggerating. It's soon going to be 15! Grr.
I didn't go Pulau Ubin. Hah. I'm about to fall asleep any moment now.
Been awake since 6.45am this morning. Helped my sis in her radio heatwave exam thingy. She got a B! She don't deserve it. =x I think I could have easily caused her to fail.
Then I went to Lic's house. To stone and all. I look like I've not slept for years. Panda eyes. xD It's all child's play. And As I'm typing this, that thing already appeared for the 4th or 5th time? ...... 6th. 7th! Spare me please. 8th. Oh crap. I decided to shut it down. =)
Okay, then we went to Dhoby Ghaut to watch Hitch. Bahbah show. =X Yea it certainly did make me laugh. But I missed the first few minutes and was eating the following few. =x Being me, it's just hard to get what's going on if I missed any single part of the movie so, urhh. Yea. My eyes are struggling to close. -.-
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:38 PM]]
I had to remind myself that such a thing existed. Oh me, oh my. I just can't imagine I did that. After all the effort I took to make it seem almost non-existant. Brr. I still have no idea why I can't get over some freaking... game? Why, why, why? I guess it's because you know what it feels to be at the top. You know everything - well, almost. You know much much more than others. You just get this happy feeling playing it. Yes, I was just running away from reality and that was my heaven. I so don't feel like being here - right now. I still do keep those papers of points and names of people I flower to. I don't know why I wrote them down - all in a spare school exercise book. That's basically the only thing I'm left with and I'm never going to throw it away - at least for now. All was happy and gay, until my world came tumbling down, down, down.
I feel so much better. =) At least I still keep in contact with ONE of them. Although we're not as close, but it's still fine. =) Ah cut the crap. =) I'm still listening to Spirited Away. The midi that's in my blog. It just gives me some peaceful feeling. Does anyone know how to convert midi to mp3? Help? I can't listen to it in my MP3. =( I'm just helplessly falling into a pit of boredom.
So they're going to Pulau Ubin and I'm not. =) Would very much love to go but I can't. But it's okay.
I really hope I can go into RP - into that course, score well and go to Uni! Right now, I just feel that all these is just for face value. =( I just feel a little tinge that I want to go there because I want to. I shall make it into my long term goal. I felt so upset not being able to jump 8grades for my Maths. Bahhh. I know people's response would be something like I should be happy that I already don't get F9. But that's not the point - not when you have such high expectations of yourself - one that nobody knows.
When I grow up, I'm going to get myself a puppy or a Chinchilla. [[spelling?]] One that will be close to me and rest on my shoulder and all. But then again, I don't like the air con.
I miss Rice. My baobei! I want it so badly but I just know it'll mean more nagging if I bring it home. I miss Pudding too, but not as much as me missing Rice. <3
It's 3.25AM and I'm not in bed yet. Boo. Bla, bla. I'm waking up early morning tomorrow. =D Apart from the 6.30am these few days, it's been ages since I last woke up in the morning. Hehs. Got to sleep soon. Hehs. I don't like the feeling of being alone in whatever part of the house this is called using the computer. Hehs. Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[2:19 AM]]
March 15, 2005 Yea. So I was like reading books that I don't understand for minutes. =x I just gave up reading them. Why? There's too many names and I don't know who is what.
Ohh cut the crap. It's now 1minute before midnight and I forgot totally about this post. =x
Yea. And I want to go to someone's house tomorrow. Whoever's okay with me. HAA. Off for now. Tssk. Midnight!
-nIx- @ [[11:22 PM]]
March 14, 2005 I changed the time and date slightly earlier because I just can't stand looking at one date being skipped among all my posts. Not that there isn't any but I just want to blog about yesterday so it seems just as appropriate. The time now is 12.34am 15March2005. =x
I watched Boogeyman. 7.45pm @ Lido. I think it's most probably my first movie there. =x But the last time I'd been there should be when Tom Cruise was in that place and when the movie Vanilla Sky was premiering. Haa.
Btw, boogeyman didn't really scare me because I don't have a two story house and no extra door. Bwahaha. Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:59 PM]]
March 13, 2005 *Updated below. =)
[[2.36pm]] I was going blogspreeing again then I realised that a lot of the pretty blogs are always used by many. That's why I always prefer designing my own template. Anyway, this picture is not mine. Got it off a website. There! I love the pictures. =D
I want Jia Ying to teach me my blog's midi on piano. [[Jia Ying! see thatt? =x]] After I learn I'll show off to y'all!
I'll go reading books or blog spreeing after I publish this post. Tata~
* [[11.16pm]] Mum's got a really bad sore throat. =( I think I'm as crazy as Jia Ying. I keep listening to music from my blog. I'm figured out only the starting. My piano's not tuned so I find it hard to find the exact key. xD Hopefully I don't figure this out only to find out that the keys are all different. I want to play the piano right now but it's way too late - I'd get a complain. Ange and Lin all went out without inviting me! Boo! So did Val and Lic. Hahaha. But in the end Val invited me at about 3pm+. Of course I didn't want to go down. I'd be like out for barely 5hours before my mum would call me to get home. Boo. Besides, adult fare. Tssk. When I get into poly, I'm so going to get a monthly pass. Still, the transport is a killer. But wait! Japan's worse. I can't remember if it was about $60 per person or for 4people for a very short train ride to the Airport. Then the taxi's also just as expensive, or more.
I want to watch movies. xD -White noise. -Boogeyman. -Hitch. Son of the mask.
Oops. I forgot to give my nails a treat today. Some other day, I guess.
I'm not the type that says : "I want to go shopping." and come back with bags and bags of shopping. I just can't go shopping. Heh. I can only go walking about and seeing something I like real much and buy it straight away. But either way, I need a sandal soon. My old one's going to lose all its friction - it already has taken effect on rainy days and slopes. Then I need a bag. The smaller black stripes bag is tearing apart while the others are too big or school type. I also need a new wallet/purse or whatever? Due to the habit I have of throwing them about and vandalising them, its all black and dirty. xD I want one that as a coin compartment and doesn't go ziapppppp everytime it's open (velcro). Been searching for these a few days while I was able to but to no avail. =(~ But then again, since I'm no longer priviledged to take any money from my parents anymore, I'll just have to do with new slippers. Heh. Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[2:36 PM]]
I'm not going to bother about anything la. Recently, [[I'm 100% sure it's recent.]] some I shan't do any name calling went to one of my previous blog and made a whole fuss of it in my tagboard. Thankfully the tagboard isn't here. =) I'm currently not able to tell which blog the 0.o went to but it's fine. I'm not going to make a fuss out of it. Have it your way. I don't know who's jealous of me right now. But all I know is the Queen has spoken ill of herself. =D Look at the nick! Bwah. So she has made up her mind to nickname herself a female dog. That's like so demoralising. I shan't bother replying because it's just an old blog which has been abandoned last year. =) Besides, the person wasn't smart enough to see the date of last post, or maybe hoping my current blog would have the same tagboard too. Oh anyway, I know it's recent because a few days ago, I was trying to kill my brain cells finding my previous blogs till I managed to find one of the posts I made.
I'm going to give my nails a treat when I wake up. A reminder to people using nail polish/nail polish removers. Look at the ingredients. If it contains Acetone, throw it away. It makes your nails and skin real dry and horrible looking.
I'll show you the description I saw on the bottle with Acetone. I'm going to use it to clean my table which is full of vandalism from me. =D
A breakthrough formula that gently dissolves nail polish, even under the cuticle, faster than any other traditional remover. Then it's pointers say.
×No Hazardous Chemicals. ×Soft & Gentle on Cuticle & Nail. ×Strengthens Natural Nail Bed.
Yayy! Pack of lies. Before I knew acetone was this bad, I used it. 1. It is hazardous. 2. It leaves my nail and skin looking extremely dry and rough. 3. I'm not sure if it even strengthens my nail bed because its... horrible. Now, customers are always right. I shall spare you all from the torment. Front of bottle reads.
GOOD LOOK NOURISHING Nail Polish Remover With Multi-Vitamin GENTLE TO YOUR NAILS
I guess I have the right to tell others not to buy it since it's just a bunch of lies on the bottle itself. Save up a little more money and get one that's acetone free! Remember to let your nails breathe - don't overdo the polishing.
Oh. Then there's this blog I read where this girl think's she's all great and such. Queen! Of what? I wouldn't be surprise if it's of Complain Land or some other. All she does is complain about the faults of others and not of herself. Oh well, a little - about what she should have done instead of what she did. High ego. *Shakes head in disapproval. She just writes all that to gain sympathy and make herself seem like she's always right and other's are always at fault. Sighh. I reckon she'll over exaggerates some stuff too.
P.s.: No names mentioned. Don't be too paranoid. 'nuff said - before I get flamed further. Hah. I guess I'm done with my typing. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[1:25 AM]]
March 12, 2005 I cant believe she's so vulgar. I mean, I think she wouldn't dare say it straight in the guy's face. And please qian wan bu yao bian chen lesbian. Tolong? My mum made me come home early - relatively early as compared to before. Ange played LAN. I don't like LAN. =x It's torturous to get killed so many times by people who are way better in skills than yourself. Yup and that is CS. =) But I had a great time killing myself with that World Combat or whatever. =D *Bang bang* I didn't get my IC checked! =D
I missed that show on tv. The new one on Channel 5. Don't remember the title. I wonder if it's worth watching. =) It's the WEEKEND. I just realised the school holidays are coming. No - I was told. =x
Ange~! Quit! Muahahahahah! Sorry. =x
I saw some familiar face while walking. The person was reading comics. His hair was dyed brown. Stared at the face - he continued reading. Then I squat down to have a better look at the face - still no response. Then I shouted : "ANGEEEEEEE!" Then Ange turned around - still no response. HAHAHA. Han. He had plenty of comics in this paper bag near him. So engrossed in reading. -.- And he's so sweet ahahaha. Was waiting for Blur to knock off from work so he could send her home. He's doing that everyday. Hah. Eh Han! Adult fare! Richhhh. =x So he read 7comic books today. 0.o
I wonder if Ange and gang's back from their excursion. =x I left my MP3 with her. =(
I realised that Bugis is a short way from Cityhall. =) Okay, Han just told me we walked the longer way - a big round of whole building. -.-
Jia Ying! Hair cut pleasee? =x Next week, next week, next week! It's the third week already. =x
I've got nothing else to blog. =x Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:06 AM]]
March 10, 2005 SHE WANTS TO QUIT. WAHAHAHA. Everyone should feel happy for her. For a moment she was going to be their best friends. They suck! [[Personal opinion]] People with perfect English wouldn't know what I mean. =) HAHAHA. They just consume other's money like a vacuum. I can imagine them saying "Mine, all mine. Muahahaha." They don't care about people saying they have financial problems. All they care is they sell their stuff. Yes. Typical salesman. MOST are evil. I currently do not know any that isn't evil but I'm sure there is. So I'd say most. Now everyone knows why I don't want to take any Buisness course. It just reminds me of them ugly Singaporeans. Please ah. You want me to help donate to BB, don't get a girl to ask me. How guy can you be? Ask a girl to help? There are other's of higher ranks who need to fill more cards. I'd rather donate to someone closer. =) It'll all go in the same fund still. LOL.
I'm getting from bad to worse. But hey! She's quitting. HAAAAA. Congratulations! I think setting up a shop and working indoors is much safer and more pleasant. Forget it. It's just natural human desire to want to be rich. But you can't buy happiness with money. =) They'd be short term at the very most. It's just a foolish want. You don't bring your riches along with you when you die. Off for now. xD
-nIx- @ [[8:53 PM]]
She had to remind me that it existed. =/ She was upset with me when I didn't sign up for Mass Comm just because of a mere $7. I mean, that wasn't my intention. I just don't think I have much interest in that course. Then there's also the issue of for every 1position available, there's 10 people wanting it. Why should I waste my $7 down the drain? I shouldn't buy my way through either. She thinks I can get in because of my looks - then I'd be able to be in movies. But no I don't think I'm that nice looking either. Besides, I expect it to be not as popular by the time I graduate. Then there's also this issue of finding jobs. Singapore is so small, how many tv medias and all are there? And yes I also don't want to take advantage of the fact that life will be easier with my sis inside that course.
Everything's changing. They're pestering me to work so I can buy my own labtop for school. Then I also have to save because they're going to buy a camera soon. But I'm not going back to work. Don't remind me about anything. They hate me playing games. What can I do at home but read?
I want to change my blogskin. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[2:16 PM]]
March 09, 2005 I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! BAHhhhhhhhh. I should stop reading those posts. I think I know why this thoughts are always repeating in my head now. It's killing me. I should change my homepage now. But I just can't find any website that would give me as much pleasure in my whole life. And I'd feel so empty and lost without that welcoming page everytime I open my IE. Maybe one day I'd give it all up and never turn back. I can't understand why I'm clinging on to things and can't let go. It's been like a year. The last memory I had of it was buddy successfully catching fishes trying to jio girls. LOL. I'll get sick of it one day. I'll get sick of it one day. I'll get sick of it one day. I'll get sick of it one day. I'll get sick of it one day. But when will that day come? Yes. Haha. I feel so useless and helpless. Nevermind. I shall find entertainment and joy in reading books. That's what I'm going to do tomorrow. I'm hoping that I don't get disrupted.
Sunshine song DON'T make me feel a bit happier either. I miss Miss Quek. I miss the art studio. I miss the teachers. But I havn't got the guts to appear in school with such wonderful results.
Give me something to occupy myself with. I'm so nIxIe-fied. I have no head no tail what I'm talking about.
I feel myself radiating with heat now. I hope I get some heat whatever its called tomorrow so I can stay home whole day.
I still want my ice skating but it's open to all now. Except a few. =)
I feel like going to the arcade and play that stupid shooting game with lin and jiaying. They entertain me most these days. Can't play music for nuts. Speaking of which, the only remains of my camera is the charger. Sad, sad. I'm blasting music and I hope no one complains. I just need it now.
I'm getting helplessly irritated by the mildest of things, even myself. Help? Jia Ying! When's my haircut gonna be! Bring me to the fair please.
I'll just let my heart take me wherever it wants. I decided not to go back to work anymore. That guy's too touchy and I don't feel a bit comfortable there. There's only one causing the problem though. I MISS THE REST.
This SUCKS. I've got nothing to do. Trust people like me to be so happy when it's the last day of school. This is far more torturous than going to school. I get student fare! I get to socialise! I get to talk! I get to learn! I miss them all.
EVERYBODY still owes me a giraffee drawing.
Someone please give me a nice web so I can change my homepage. PLEASE. If not, I'll die soon. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:44 PM]]
I saw it I saw it. Someone cleaned my keyboard. I was about to get a new keyboard.
Went to Ying's house for a swim. I'm tanner! Haa. Sauna wanted to kill me. Hot! I'm like black compared to my pervious tone. Heh.
Sis's got a tattoo for $50. That's quite expensive because I could have it all to myself instead.
I'm sleepy. Off to sleep.
-nIx- @ [[10:24 PM]]
March 08, 2005 I just can't believe the fact that she's changed - for the worse. Ever since she's joined that company. Everything's different. I don't like them. I've a grudge against them. She's so engrossed in it. Bah! Then just now when I reached home and asked if she wanted to go Jia Ying's house she just kicked up a storm. Saying we never invited her or something. Sorry I can't stand these type of attitude from no one. So I just told her I was going to sleep and hung up. When I want to go out with her, she's busy with them. When I'm at home wanting to entertain myself, she's all geared up to go anywhere. She just seem so distant. And by the way, it's still sales to people of your own BLOOD. See what I mean. Probably the only difference is that you volunteered instead of them asking. Maybe it's time to let her go her own ways and wish her all the best. That's the very best I can do. I feel as if I've just thrown away my paperdoll.
I don't feel like blogging. There's so much I want to say. I just feel like bursting into tears after the crude way you spoke to me. Don't overuse your authority. Humans have feelings. You've got a lot of things to tell. I've got plenty too.
I had a dream (nightmare?)but I'm just not happy enough to blog. Nobody would want to read about it either.
The lady at the arcade wanted to check my IC. But she didn't check Lin's or Jy's. =/
Had an entertaining experience with two Caucasians asking around for pubs and all. Then I decided to say we're underaged because I didn't know where any of them were. "How old are you guys?" "16?" "Oh? We're just 17." Bla bla bla. Then he shook Lin's hand as I turned around to grab some food at the shop nearby.
There was another who was asking for Orchard Towers. Never heard of it before. =)
All I've got to say is I'm very tired. Mentally and physically after all this walking about and mental abuse from her. Leave them before talking to me, unless you want to hear me moody. Call me if you want, I'm not going to do all the calling anymore. I'm tired. I seriously need a break. I'm going to have an early night. Bee has been my only source of entertainment for the past few days and nights. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:09 PM]]
March 07, 2005 *Updated below. =)
Yes and so I completed three books ever since I started reading them. A total of 150 + 510 and I can't seem to find my third book so I assume it should have 150 pages too. That makes a grand total of 810pages! Tadah! *Beams with pride. I did go online yesterday. But all I did was turn on the computer, sign in msn and lock it. Then I went away and continued reading my book. So I didn't blog or whatsoever. They think these books are of no learning value. Hah. But this books spur me up in the mood to write poems. Not as good as before but alright. I have two books left to read before I've to make my way to the library. I finished the book early but somehow my body's clock doesn't allow me to sleep till about 3am. So from somewhere about 1am -2am, I was drawing stuff - typedrawing! I love it. Hehs. then I drew a bumble bee. With funny wings - It looked funny on the poor little bumble bee. I just can't seem to remember how their wings are supposed to look. But it looks nice. =) It's been a long time since I've been satisfied with my own art. I've always been envying other's. =/ Not that that bee is perfect. I just think it's so entertaining.
I think RP's not so bad after all. I suppose everyone's heard more or less their good points through brochures and all. Then there's a bad point. I don't know how to go there. xD Labtop, labtop! Then I can finally be the only one without a labtop at home. It's always so weird. But fair enough. I get to be the first in the family with colour phone. Now I'm the one without the camera option in the phone. I get my own computer. Now I'm the only one without a labtop. But nevermind. The only thing I like about a labtop is the keyboard. So nice, smooth and I love the sound of typing on it - so unlike this keyboard. NOISY!
I feel like going artsy. I've basically a lot more stuff than the others. But I just can't design for nuts. So much for my mum allowing me to buy stuff related to art, not objecting even about the price - as long as it's not some killer price.
I've got to pack my other half of the room. Heh. Bumble bee! Off for now. =)
* Sis - "And everybody's outside, how can she be in her room?" Pauses for a while. "Mei..." Me - "What?" Sis - "She's in your room." Bla bla. She can go on about this girl who looks like me, wearing a very old dress with hair longer than mine and it's knotted up instead of tied up. Old as in 1800s to 1900s.
I bought chocolate. Lots of them. Meiji's -black chocolate -strawberry chocolate Beryl's -Yoghurt white chocolate w/ raisins -Black bittersweet chocolate -Black bittersweet chocolate w/ almonds and Kinder Bueno.
Beryl's choco & choco w/ almonds are horrible, both in texture and taste. That's like a disgrace to black chocolate. But don't worry, I've tasted worst ones. Watson's chocolate - it tasted like PLASTIC. This is a no offence intended paragraph. =)
I was playing Gunbound when I woke up. Was somewhat enjoyable till some sicko came along. Disgusted. Heh.
Speaking of poems, I was clearing my files and came across some of them. Many including the one requested from Scat which never saw daylight again. Then I read the poem which Ange wrote for me during our "Ehh?" Mrt Adventure. And tears soon reached the brim of my eyes. I don't want to remember it any longer.
Now. I scanned my bee. =D Don't bother about the words. I just thought of every possible word that's practical enough to put in at 2am in the morning. So they're somewhat crap. But I had to finish it before my body allowed my tired eyes to rest.
Bee. =)
-nIx- @ [[2:21 PM]]
March 05, 2005 Dang! Some person replicated my email and sent me a mail. I shan't open it. 1. It was found in my Junk email. 2. I don't know whoever that is. 3. The thing attached looks like a virus. =) 4. There's no subject to the mail. CHEERIOS. I've got enough viruses. I don't need more. I shan't let curosity kill the cat. =) I packed half my room. So you'll expect the other half to be twice as messy. LOL. Whoa. The wind was blowing so strongly just now that all three windows shut close. How not pleasant.
Been reading books for the past 2-3days. I read probably like 400-500pages total. That's what I sleeping early. =D Reading books till 3.30am average. I tell you kids aren't that smart. The detective stories sound quite fake. Heh. I won't fall for it.
Shall go bath and out of the house I go! To bid farewell to Scat who is going to NS soon. HAA. Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[4:52 PM]]
March 04, 2005 *Updated below. =)
HAHAHA. Just had a great time! There. I blackmailed her. =D So that adds another drawing! 5256! HAA. That was about the fun I had today. Packed my cupboard. My CUPBOARD! Then I ruined my shirt. And read finished a book. Yes a kiddy book. Sweet Valley High! Why did I read it? Because I saw it lying around somewhere. Besides, I think I've read all the books at home at least once - story books to be exact. I koped 3books from Fus's house. 1. Enid Blyton book. LOL. Thick book. 2. Rohld Dahl book - Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator - The Witches Ya ok. Why Enid Blyton? I like the big font. But this book isn't one of big fonts. It's small and thick. =D Mystery book. Why Roald Dahl? Because I havn't read the book before. Heh heh.
I'm getting helplessly bored. Save me~ I think I'll pack my floor tomorrow. =) By the end of this month, I expect my room not to look like it is now. =) Yes. End of the month. =D And I hope it remains that way. I wrote two poems within the past 7days. But they're not edited and sound crap right now. Shall not post it here. =D
I've been very artsy these few days. But I'm sure that I won't want to do something artsy for the rest of my life. So design's not my choice. I kind of want to change my last choice to CI Science. Bah.
I'm going to stick CD cases and CDs on the wall again. But if all else fails, clothes are going to be on my wall. I threw out like half the stuff that was inside the cupboard. They were either too small or old clothes that I didn't want to wear but didn't want to throw away either. That's not all - there's also clothes that DOESN'T belong to me. HAH. So I counted like 13 clothes currently in my cupboard that I'd wear out. I suppose 1/3 of those clothes are not those normal t-shirts/shirts. Then there's more clothes I'd rather wear at home than out. Hah. I hope my cupboard keeps this neat. But it's like pinning high hopes on something almost impossible.
× _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: WAKAOZ × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: LOLX × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: U PRO LA NIX i'm having fun xD - http://storyabout.net/typedrawing/typedrawing.php?requestedID=5256 says: hahahahahahhaha × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: nice lehs × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: hehe. × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: thankS!!! ^^ × _________karma]`*, [†ø ålL đá dréamérs] i will receive mine one day- ·×ångéliç_][`køgén*/¸ says: but my eyes very pretty de ok! i'm having fun xD - http://storyabout.net/typedrawing/typedrawing.php?requestedID=5256 says: hahahahaha
I'm surprised at her reply though. It was supposed to be blackmail. WAHAHAHA. Ok. That was crap. I don't draw well. =) I love typedrawing. It doesn't have to be perfect straight lines since the alphabets are already out of shape. Lovely. =) She owes me a giraffee drawing. =D
Hiyee. Can anyone recommend me a nice nice job? Forget it. Heh. I can't ever be serious. I want to be a hair model LOL. Then I can get free hair dyes which hopefully doesn't kill my hair. =D
My dad encourages me to take double degree. Two at a time - meaning my course and some sales/buisness/marketing whatever course so I can sell whatever I'm doing. Urhh? Okay I'm itching for more drawings. =) Off for now. =D
* I've entertained myself plenty. =D I did a new drawing. It's pretty. I'm so proud of it. =x 5265! Lic finally drew my giraffee and even wrote a story about me. -.-|| 5260 and 5264 respectively. =) Off for now. =D
-nIx- @ [[9:40 PM]]
March 03, 2005 HAHAHAA. I decided not to even apply for Mass Comm. Lalala. There's going to be way too much competition. Besides, if everyone wants to get in - are there enough positions too?
I just discovered a new web. It's fun. I'll be kind. I'll share. Do me a favour. Draw something and leave your number in my message board! =D Oh ya. I can't do art for nuts. But this is fun! =D nIx's - 4874, 4870, 4878, 5147, 5136, 5147, 5167, 5177, 5183 Angelic's - 4866, 4876, 5056, 5057, 5180, 5182 Lin's - 5138, 5141, 5143, 5146, 5152, 5156, 5155, 5159, 5163, 5166, 5171, 5173, 5176, 5178, 5183 I did advertisment for Mac. =x 5184. I was so bored. =x See! I entertain myself. =D I love it. xD We really know how to waste internet bandwidth. =D I fell in love with typedrawing. xD
I hate the extention till Monday. I kept up till 2am just to free myself from the lag to sign up then they go and extend it. =/ Like.. I could have more time to think over it. Bahbah! Fine. Good for others. =)
Oh yea. I've been wanting to blog this for soo long but always forget to when I'm typing. To the Principal/V.P. ( I can't remember which ) of (I'm kind. I won't disclose. =D), THANKS for not helping me out and giving me a second chance. I don't need to listen to your crap. It's all excuses. Yes my results were horrible. You thought I'd never ever have better grades. So I actually studied and proved you wrong. I hate LOVE you. HAA. Maybe you should try giving people second chances. DUH.
With LOTS of LOVE, Me.
I feel better. =) For the love of you I won't disclose anything extra even if asked. =D MUACKXXXXXXX. HAHAHHAHAHAA. Ok. I'm entertaining myself again. =D Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[8:07 PM]]
March 02, 2005 Yup yups. Happier nIx. I feel like applying for the Early Childhood thingy. Went to NYP and to NP. I don't know what I'm going to do if I wound up in NP. I have no idea how to go there. =x Currently at Fus's house. Playing with CATS. =D and blogging. and chatting. Haaa. I want to bring the book home Enid Blyton. HAA. I like the book because of its BIG font. Okay. I'm like way too old for that book. Bla bla. Have to go home soon. Heh. I guess I'd be signing up for my courses when I reach home. After all. I don't want to wait till last minute when it starts LAGGING. =D Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[8:37 PM]]
March 01, 2005 Forget it. I've already done the best I could. Far better than the time I mugged so hard for the stupid Cheena test. =x Kill me. Sorry. I just don't think IT or Design stuff fit me. They drive me nuts. Besides. I don't think artsy courses fits me. I design real bad. I'm a left hander using my right hand for the little mousey. I friggin got a C5 for Art though I don't think I deserved that BAD. I want Science. Why's everyone saying JC sucks? Save me please? Unfortunately, Where is MI toh tuck? Where are the rest of the polys other than NYP? 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Ya. Okay. So I bolded all the life sciences and nursing. Of course I'd choose NYP's nursing over NP's. So thats out of the point if I'm going nursing. Help?